I really wish I had something to say right now. My life has been pretty boring.
During the week I go to school. On the weekend Red Lobster owns my soul.
I mean I am not really complaining because things in my life have been worse. If I really look at my life it is really good right now. I'm not having too much issue with money, my mother is in a good little stint in her life: we haven't had many arguements, I think I'll be able to do well in class this semester, and work is still going well.
The only complaint I have is with men. I cannot for the life of me figure out the guys in my life; the only ones I do understand are my father and my brother, and sometimes they are even beyond me. I have three guys who I like, and all three of them I do not get at all.
Guy 1: He has dreams about me, and the two of us have a lot in common. He cares about what happens to me, and listens when I have a problem. Yet he could get any girl he wants, and is totally out of my league so I don't even want to try. Plus he and I are really good friends, and if I told him how much I like him it might make things awkward and that would kill me.
Guy 2: He is the only guy who I know for sure actually likes me but he was just in a very long relationship and he doesn't know what he wants. He doesn't know if he wants to date again, or just have fun or anything at all. I just kinda wish he would at least go on one date with with so we could see if there is anything there at all, or if I should just get over him now.
Guy 3: The newest guy who has started showing me attention. Made some very flirty comments toward me at my party. I also went to the movies with him the other night him and another friend of mine and we had a good time. I wasn't sure when I asked him to hang out he was going to say yes at all but he did, and now that adds more confusion to my man issues.
I have really been backing off and not pushing too hard with any of the guys so that I won't scare them away all together. I'm just waiting to see what happens because at this point I can't guess, and I have no control over it myself.
So here is to my boring life, hopefully it stays this good.
Friday, January 30, 2009
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Dating A Hypocrite
Okay, so since September I have been single but at the end of July, beginning of August I dated this one guy, who I thought was amazing and then at the end of Sept. he dumped me. I was crushed, he made me mad, and I just hated him. Well a month or two ago I talked to him for the first time in a long time, and he came out of the closest to me. It was a huge relief, because well I got my closeure, and he dated another girl after me so it wasn't my fault.
Well the two of us have been on really great terms, we see each other more now then we did when we dated. So tonight he and I were hanging out and he decided to tell me that when he went to New York to see Rent, he kissed someone else when he was at a party. He hadn't called me the whole weekend, and he swore up and down that he didn't do anything with anyone, he just danced. So as of right now he is not only a lair, bur here is what makes him a hypocrite.
While we were dating, I had a knock-down drag out fight with my mom. She locked me out of the house and took my cell and keys. When I finally out back into the house I was upset, I cried and when I woke up the next morning I was still upset, so I decided to skip my classes. I knew it was a bad idea, but I did. Well when he called me that day I told him my classes were cancelled so I wouldn't have to explain, because he didn't believe me when I told him how my mom acted to begin with. I lied, but it was so stupid, and I told him later that day anyway.
When I did tell him the truth he blew up at me. Told me he couldnt be with someone who lied to him, and he would have to think about if he still wanted to date me. Well he did take me back, I swore never to lie to him again, and we broke up a little over a week later.
It just really makes me mad that he was such a hypocrite. Lying to me about something like kissing someone else, when I told a little white lie and got nothing but crap. So right now I am just venting a little bit, I told my 2 best friends and I won't tell anyone else because I refuse to let myself get upset about something that doesnt matter anymore because we are not together, but I just hate that he is a Hypocrite and I needed to get that off my chest.
Thank you!
Well the two of us have been on really great terms, we see each other more now then we did when we dated. So tonight he and I were hanging out and he decided to tell me that when he went to New York to see Rent, he kissed someone else when he was at a party. He hadn't called me the whole weekend, and he swore up and down that he didn't do anything with anyone, he just danced. So as of right now he is not only a lair, bur here is what makes him a hypocrite.
While we were dating, I had a knock-down drag out fight with my mom. She locked me out of the house and took my cell and keys. When I finally out back into the house I was upset, I cried and when I woke up the next morning I was still upset, so I decided to skip my classes. I knew it was a bad idea, but I did. Well when he called me that day I told him my classes were cancelled so I wouldn't have to explain, because he didn't believe me when I told him how my mom acted to begin with. I lied, but it was so stupid, and I told him later that day anyway.
When I did tell him the truth he blew up at me. Told me he couldnt be with someone who lied to him, and he would have to think about if he still wanted to date me. Well he did take me back, I swore never to lie to him again, and we broke up a little over a week later.
It just really makes me mad that he was such a hypocrite. Lying to me about something like kissing someone else, when I told a little white lie and got nothing but crap. So right now I am just venting a little bit, I told my 2 best friends and I won't tell anyone else because I refuse to let myself get upset about something that doesnt matter anymore because we are not together, but I just hate that he is a Hypocrite and I needed to get that off my chest.
Thank you!