It seems like no matter what I do I am just frustrated in general. I can't get anything right and now the one good thing I had in my life is over. John Lennon and Me wrapped on sunday and it was hard for me to say goodbye to that show. I made some amazing friends, I had an amazing experience, I learned a lot and got some great advice from my director on how I should go about my acting life. Seeing that end is really hard for me because now I have nothing.
I wish I could say I was as excited for my role as director in All In the Timing, but I'm not. Yea it is something I would like to do, but at this point it isn't enough. I have so much to do, I am so busy, I am no time to do anything and I have so much to do.
I need to write, if I want my book to get done I need to write and I hardly have enough time for that now and it is something that runs through my veins. I need to work and I don't have time to do more work and make more money and it frustrates me so much because I NEED the money. I'm going to need to find time to direct Words Words Words for All In The Timing, and right now I don't even know when I am going to be able to rehearse with my actors and that frustrates the hell out of me.
I just can't win right now, and I don't know what to do.
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